Respite:

A delay or cessation for a time, esp. of anything distressing or trying. An interval of relief.

This is very difficult to come by the more kids we have. I'm not sure when the last time I was alone with my husband was.....years. Not that I don't enjoy our baby's company as well, but they are work. I don't remember the last time I stayed in a hotel. Oh wait, yes I do. It was in Garden City Kansas with the 4 kids we had then. Hmm...our motto for that trip was "we'll just make the best of it." It was such fun :) I think on our anniversary 3 years ago we may have had overnight care for all the kids at the same time. I should have enjoyed that more!
The unrelenting nature of this job, especially with regard to our lifestyle, makes for one weary woman sometimes, and a weary man too. I wouldn't change it for the world. I happen to be human and humans become fatigued. Not trying to be negative, only honest. Sometimes I get very tired of the daily grind and would savor a truly restful break to rejuvenate and refresh. This season of life is challenging as the work load is always present, always heavy in both the labor of the home and the teaching, correcting(!), caring for the children.
Vacation envy has reared its ugly head again as I yearn for some respite. If you're enjoying the Bahamas right now, please let that be your little secret from me :-)Recording this so that when these days are long gone and my memory fades, I will be able to look back and recall the feelings that crop up from time to time of a mother with a home full of little people. Maybe it will help me comfort or aid another weary mama who is feeling this same way.....